It's odd how life goes sometimes. You think your set. You have a good job, goals, your dream set for your future, and some really good friends. But everyone has problems, secrets... It's not a healthy thing to keep secrets. Those things you bottle up until it drives your mind to the breaking point. You have to have someone you can talk to. Someone to help you. For me? That person was my mother. The only person in my family who when she said she understood, meant it.

Even happy things come to an end though. My mother passed away from cancer in 2001. It hurt because at the time I never thought something like it would ever happen. I am not sad though because I know where she is now. I can honestly say I don't believe in death. Because according to my belief when you pass from this earth it's just a short transition because of the price paid by Jesus to the Kingdom of Heaven. No, what truly causes me great pain is the thought of corruption. Of those I love. There is one I care about, very deeply. I don't know if anything would ever come of it now, because of some very unfortunate differences... Yet I would do anything to help her, I would lay down my life for her or anyone I care about. Because while I value life here, I value life more in peace and eternity. Which only comes after our own resurrection. But to get to that point we have to believe, God doesn't ask for much. And on my own level I have found another to talk to. There is always someone who cares in our lives we just might not know it. It hurts to see it but in general nobody seems to want to help others around them anymore. Why has the world stopped caring? Where has it's voice gone?

It's sad that moral values are virtually nonexistent now. What happened to being a gentleman? Treating a woman with respect and not as an object or possession. And what pains me more is those who attack people like me for saying such things. Whether they speak it or not it’s like “How dare they try and shove their ideals down our throats!” I am sorry, am I asking too much? Or am I right? And that's why you hate it? Are you bothered by the fact that there might be something else besides degrading indulgences?

I’m not getting political here but in a country that was founded and kept free by decent God fearing men. Many of whom died to see it through, so we would know a better way of life from religious persecution. How has this culture nowadays repaid people like them? By seeking to legalize the murder of children during birth, and turning a blind eye, not at all interested in truly helping those suffering in the world around us? Where would we be if those around us had turned a blind eye to our young nations struggle? But it's not just America, this involves everyone. We have a future to look forward to. And it's not going anywhere while we do nothing but bicker and tear ourselves apart.

People wine and complain that Religion is a hindrance, restricting so called “life”. That it is the cause of everything bad. If anyone actually read the bible or I’m sure, other religious holy books, they’d see that it’s about love and compassion (And if it’s not then it isn’t worth it). About finding out who you really are, and that’s the meaning of life in my opinion.

I am honestly tired of being analyzed, in such an uncaring and morally consequence free world, people should start analyzing themselves. Look at all those who would slander me and all those like me. Are they really happy? NO. And why do I say this? Because I know that lifestyle, I am human. I am tempted and can feel its sway. But I will not indulge in it. Because what is there in the end of that? Emptiness… And I think that’s why people living it hate hearing about someone who doesn’t even have half what they do, being so much more at peace.

This isn’t a competition. I am not judging those like this. Even though I have been treated badly by them in the past. I am saying it’s a wake up call!

In closing I will say this:

A very close friend and I spoke of this and agree, those who do believe, if you’re at college, start a group on campus. Be there for people who need to talk. Help them. It’s not about playing religion. We need to start being involved, not secluded. If you’re not a student, get involved in your community. Your place of worship. Tell them to reach out with youth groups and community events. I'm sorry but for those who have a hard time taking advice, stop being selfish, remember the value of family and friends, they are there for you. It hurts them when you turn away and refuse or ignore their offers to help. Your friends and family members DO care! Be at peace, and may God be with you all.

-Asher

Well I wrote this in response to another that I had encountered in a different space but decided to post it here as well in case there might be someone similar who might be upset and confused about Christianity.

     Hold on a second. Take a minute, and one really deep breathe and lets at least argue with some small measure of restraint here. I am sorry you feel the way you do. Yes I am a Christian. You hate me? That's fine. I won't be returning the sentiment. The bible does not state that heaven is the sky any more than the term "God helps those that help themselves" is true. God loves us all. Even you. There comes a point when his judgment is dealt but he is forgiving and often offers another chance.

     A church does not take your money. It's not about scamming those who gather in Gods house. It's meant as giving on your part as a selfless act. Often times a church will pool it's funds for a better cause, like helping feed children and setting up places of worship not to mention shelter in nations too poor to afford it. It was said below too but it's true. There are Christians and there are fake Christians. One can usually tell the difference but that's not the point. It is not our place to judge another's soul. That's the Lords job.

     You think Christianity is a chain around our neck? No. It's a choice. God didn't leave us behind. He is leading the way, out in front and the path is before us. God knows we are not strong enough. That's why Jesus died for us. To open the path for us to God through him. It's not a religion of bondage yet one of freedom from sin. Think about it, please. Sin causes what? Rage, Hate, Jealousy, Discontent, Unhappiness, Sorrow, Pain and Suffering. God sends one thing, Love.

     "Sex" is merely a twisted term. It is a word that's true meaning has been long forgotten by many. It's not forbidden. Your right it is how our race survives. But it's roots are in faith. It's meant for the right reasons. To be with someone. Someone you love, is that so wrong? To love someone? Must a woman be "used" like property? Men should be ashamed at how they have become, and start being gentleman! Grow up! God has someone out there for each and every one of us. And it's about trusting God for that and being faithful to her guys! Loving her and treating her right, and raising a family, yes.

     Yes God Is Freedom. He is a path and when we follow it brings us peace and happiness. No, nothing ever says life will be easy in the bible, quite the contrary, but in the end there will be, a new life, a perfect life reborn. I know you may read this and respond criticizing me, it is a lot to take in. Humans are creatures of instinct and compulsion. We find it a lot easier to doubt and worry. And to believe you'd have to learn not to, I know it's hard. But I do hope at least that you will remember this. I wish you well.

-Asher